homesick for a place that has never been "home"

Due to some recent events in my life I have found myself day dreaming of a different place and time. 

I didn't think it was possible to become homesick for a place that I've never actually lived, but I have to say that I am officially homesick for Europe. There was a freedom to be me there that I don't have here... and I miss that.

I'm just going to hold on to the fact that things will change for the better - I need to believe that.

Someday.... someday.